shesulastri.

2011-12-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

exsa award 2011 at singapore science centre.

2011-12-03T12:43:00.001+08:00

time really flies fast in front of our very eyes.
it's already the end of the year and before you know,
it'll be 2012. it kinda freaks me out a little at times,
especially about the uncertainty of the future.

that's the reason why i've started on my new year's
resolution and also, a bucketlist. y'know, to make sure
that i don't let time slip away just like that. on the other hand,
i'm looking forward to another hell of a roller coaster ride.
*yeee hawww*

things i'm excited for this month:
1) daddy's 45th birthday
2) countdown to new year
3) vacation with la familia
4) traffic police practical driving test
5) asa excellent service award ceremony
6) christmas cum new year celebration with fellow colleagues

hope december will be an awesome month for you,
like it is for me. party hard, people! kisses and hugs.

2011-11-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

2011-11-28T14:23:00.000+08:00

" sometimes you don't need to confront a person,
you just need to act differently for them to figure out their fault. "

2011-11-16T23:00:00.001+08:00

to the awesome woman in my life,
happy birthday to you. for i am very blessed
to be your daughter. if it's not you who have brought
me up and taught me, i won't be the person who i've
become today. thank you, mama. love you.

i heard the angels sing for you.

2011-11-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

it's mommy dearest birthday. all this while, she has been my inspiration.
for every success that i've accomplished these years, she's the one who
had always been supporting me. for every decision that i made in life,
my mom is the first person that comes to my mind. i want her to be
proud for having me. so far, i am glad to say this that it has always
been that way and i hope it remains.

birthday girl took half day off from work today.
it's her day! she can do anything she wants, of course!
had dinner at siam kitchen. she pretty much enjoyed it very much.
furthermore, she got her favourite shoe as a birthday gift from brother.
so, what's there not to be happy about?

2011-11-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

" your heart just breaks, that’s all. but you can’t judge, or point fingers.
you just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you. "
- audrey hepburn

let go, forget the burdens of the past. it can't be changed.

2011-11-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

may god shower countless blessing upon you.
eid mubarak.

2011-11-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

sometimes, all a girl wants is for you to fight for her.
make her believe that you may want this relationship
more than she does. #jwsi

they invented hugs to let people know thatyou love them without saying anything.

2011-11-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

thought that i won't be able to wake up for work today,
judging from last night. my colleagues had been saying
and talking about going karoake for our next outing
since-i-can't-remember-when...

went to cash studio karoake @ ming arcade.
as far as i could recall, all of us are into singing.
we would just sing everytime at work. i must say
that there are quite a number of awesome talents.
glad that everyone enjoyed it.

we organized this gathering to also celebrate the
october babies and a farewell party to an awesome
fortian whose very close to our hearts, saifullah,
who is going for national service. can't wait to
see him once he turns into potato head. heheh.

i'll just let the pictures do the talking...

2011-10-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

sent my aunt to the airport as she's performing hajj
this year. H's mom, as well. alhamdulillah. i think
they should've already reached jeddah by now.

i can feel how H feels right at this very moment. it reminded
me when my parents went for umrah in '06. although they
were away for two weeks but it seems like months to me.

they must be very blessed to be invited to go there.
i pray and hope that they have a safe and smooth journey.
insyaallah. amin.

tied together with a smile.

2011-10-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

spent my deepavali sleeping over at my cousin's
with brother. mom and dad went on a last minute
trip to kuala lumpur for a night.

brother and i had supper together with ibrahim
and saifullah after work at jurong since it's very
close to my cousin's and ibrahim's. i must say
it feels weird to not be in choa chu kang. honestly,
i felt secured because brother is with me.

he has been wonderful these past few days.
especially since hafiz went on national service,
he's been taking care of me.
love you, baby brother!

cousin treat us to hot & spicy nasi lemak family restaurant
to celebrate my uncle's birthday. 'twas a long stretched table
with delicious food and good company. on a happy note,
i finally get to meet up with kak wani and kak lydia.

i remembered i was pretty anxious to go home,
as i miss my parents terribly. so glad that i got to
see them sleeping soundly when i reached home.
it must've been a tiring trip for 'em. enough of that,
so, how was your deepavali holiday?

i wear my heart upon my sleeve.

2011-10-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

'twas our anniversary on the 20th. poor us,
we didn't get to celebrate it as H was in camp.
so, met him up after work to exchange our gifts.

jot down plans in my diary but after some thinking,
decided not to execute 'em since H's mom will be performing
hajj this year and leaving singapore end of this month. needa
spend more time with his familia. we'll defnutly have a
post-anniversary celebration!

had the famous amos's cookie cake ordered for H. glad that
he loved it and also, the letter which was made with loadsa love
by yours truly. honestly, my heart was reluctant to give the cookie
cake away because it's so beautiful. wish i could just framed it up!
oh well, guess that someone had already finished it all.

thought of all my love for you,
sometimes make me wanna cry.

realize all my blessings,
i'm grateful to have you by my side.

happy anniversary, my love...

2011-10-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

yummylicious lunch at ion orchard swensen's with justyna.
pampered ourselves with some shopping, followed by
manicure and pedicure. missing my boyfriend terribly.
it's killing me slowly. can't wait for friday! toodles!

meow.

2011-10-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

2011-10-13T00:38:00.000+08:00

sometimes when i miss you, i put those records on.

2011-10-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

time waits for no man, but you.

2011-10-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

my eyes are slowly melting as i keep staring at this picture.
i'm so proud of you, muhammad hafiz.

2011-10-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

i love it when baby's in his uniform. men in uniform are so attractive.
just four more days to his passing out parade and soldier boy is
mine for the entire week!

feel the heartbeat in my mind.

2011-10-01T21:52:00.000+08:00

celebrated end of september attending watie's, hazwani's,
alisa's and ibrahim's birthday party at siloso beach resort.
love and i arrived late because poor boyfriend, just booked
out from camp. i'm always looking forward to weekends to
see H. i thank my dear colleagues as they always hear my
ramblings every week while boyfriend in camp.

when we arrived, everyone was lying on the mattress
and watched x-factor. didn't get a chance to chill near
the jacuzzi. oh well. on a happy note, i love being
surrounded with my happy pills. see all their
smiley faces makes my heart warm.

H and i didn't stay over for the night as i predicted
that it will be very cramped so we enjoyed the night
walking along the beach before making our way home.

to wati, hazwani, alisa and ibrahim, have a wonderful
and an awesome year ahead! happy birthday to you!
lots of birthday wishes and candles, sue.

2011-09-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

koi with @HazwaniHisham.

2011-09-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

brunch at pizza hut with justyna.

2011-09-13T14:35:00.000+08:00

good girls go to heaven, bad girls go everywhere.

2011-09-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

you put my love on top.

2011-09-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

this is just 1/4 of my cousins from momsie's side and my lovely granny.

favourite cousins from dad's.

to all my muslim friends, eid mubarak.
maaf zahir dan batin.

lead me safe into your hands.

2011-08-31T02:08:00.000+08:00

mr owly the owl.

one love is all I need.

2011-08-31T02:06:00.000+08:00

mclovin' supper with H.

lots of swirls, polka dots and love.

2011-08-31T02:00:00.001+08:00

love it to the max.

sue and justyna.

2011-08-31T01:57:00.000+08:00

one hell of a crazy night at geylang bazaar on the eve of hari raya,
with justyna. our henna turned out to be awesome! worth the rush.
after which, went back to her apartment at the sail @ marina bay
and chillax by the pool with starbucks.

cherish every moment.

2011-08-28T12:12:00.003+08:00

finally, the moment that we've all been waiting for,
our dear friend, danial hakim, had turned twenty!
" WELCOME TO THE CLUB, BOY! "

since birthday boy especially loves newton's seafood,
we celebrated his birthday there. there's a wide range
of seafood stall for you to choose from and dan brought
us to his favourite. pity boyfriend. he doesn't fancy seafood,
but he said, "anything for the birthday boy". *awwww*

it's baby's second book-out and if you're wondering
how he looks like, hold your horses! i just gotta warn
you first that he's sucha cutie pie. trust me!

baby's face so round! yeah, he's darker now and i must say,
thinner. oh, who cares! i still love you the same. we had stingray,
squid, cockles and also chicken for my boyfriend dearest, who
prefers chicken over me. no lie, true story!

happy 20th birthday, dan! :)

i surrender to the strawberry ice cream, never ever end of all this love.

2011-08-01T00:55:00.002+08:00

starting to miss him so bad.
we'll get through this together,
defnutly. insyaallah.

you cast a spell on me.

2011-07-30T12:35:00.000+08:00

2011-07-27T22:36:00.002+08:00

brother smiling from ear-to-ear. a new phone and timberland boots.
what's not to be happy about?

2011-07-26T12:02:00.001+08:00

i still love her all the same.

2011-07-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

adorable little miss lizzy.

you gotta get it into your heart.

2011-07-17T16:26:00.004+08:00

before attending syara's birthday at downtown east,
H and i dined at siam kitchen as i was starving. clever
me didn't had breakfast and lunch at home. moreover,
i was craving for some thai food.

ordered tom yum gai (tom yum chicken), woonsen phad thai gai
(pad thai glass noodles with chicken), gai yang (grilled honey-marinated
boneless chicken with rice), thai iced milk tea and iced lemon tea.

especially my colleagues, they know my deep affection for
phad thai. if we were to have dinner after work at seah imm
food centre, they surely know what i'm eating. on another note,
the tom yum was awesome. i love slurping tom yum. yeah,
it's rude to do that but tom yum is the only exception.
you just gotta do it! *syiok*

after which, love and i went for syara's party.
looking at the pictures of the food really makes me drool...

shoulder pads may come and go but a BFF is forever.

2011-07-16T02:30:00.001+08:00

right now, i'm with exactly who i want to be with — my best friend.
you are high school to me. all of the boyfriends and mean girls and tests,
and teachers and our crazy mothers, we learned through it together.
we raised each other. you’re my sister.
- serena van der woodsen, gossip girl

i wish you lived down the street.

2011-07-16T02:22:00.003+08:00

number two in my speed dial. syara and i practically
grew together. we're each other's partner in crime.
i'd always love to think that we're blair and serena
in real life. we think alike. like twins. yes, that's my
friendship with syara over the past seven years.
every year, i'd try my very best to surprise her on her
birthday. on the contrary, she doesn't enjoy surprises.

happy 20th to my dearest bff,
syarafina syariff!

you've got me hooked with your love controller.

2011-07-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

picnic at marina barrage with love.

when there's nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.

2011-07-08T23:53:00.007+08:00

walking hand in hand along the white sandy beach,
watching sunset together.

at night, sitting side by side, stargazing and
staring at the beautiful full moon.

holding hands after tapping our ez-link card.
*that's the ez-link card reader, btw*

it's so fun, doodling with love in the bus heading home.

it's a sin, 'cause you're starting to win.

2011-07-08T00:43:00.007+08:00

it's one of those nights when you keep twirling,
tossing and turning in your bed having a difficult time
trying to sleep and you decide to fiddle around with the
applications that you've installed on your iPod touch
or iPhone just so that your eyes will get tired.

i had one of those nights two days ago.
while i was on twitter, scrolling and reading
the recent tweets, look at what i saw!

honestly, i don't believe in horoscopes mainly
because of my religion but i do read it at my
leisure especially when i'm bored.

most of the time, i find the statements fascinating.
sometimes what was mentioned is true but i hafta
say that it's very generic. maybe, pure coincidence?
there are also other times when it's utterly a piece
of bull poo. *like the snapshot of my retweet above*

above it all, i enjoy reading be it horoscopes, gossips,
magazines and storybooks. although some are just
nonsense, it kills time. alright, i realized i'm starting
to blabber and not having a clue what i am talking
about. it's sleep time! twinkle and tickles, sue.

hold up your lights, let it shine.

2011-07-07T21:38:00.021+08:00

this one's for you and me, living out our dreams.
we're all right where we should be. lift my arms out wide,
i open my eyes, and now all i wanna see,
is a sky full of lighters.

ola, suga' suga'! fizzy came in the afternoon and we cooked
an awesome mac 'n' cheese. well, we cheated, actually. it's
from the box so we just followed the instructions. next,
i went for my driving practice with instructor willy. heh.
met my lovely parents at lot one after that.

i hafta say that i just can't stand the weather these days.
it's freaking hot and humid in this tiny island called singapore.
i don't mind the heat but i have a mayyjjjahh problemo with
the humidity, the sticky feeling. urgh, gross! i do enjoy the
strong breeze blowing my face. i wonder how it'll be like
during the fasting month. oh god, please have mercy on me!

on an exciting note, fizzy and i already booked tickets for
universal studios on this 25th. it'd be my second time and
i can't wait to ride the insane battlestar galactica and revenge
of the mummy roller coaster again! i also hope to get soaked
at the jurassic park rapids adventure and waterworld too.
i can go crazy thinking about it. so universal studios,
soon to be checked! yippie ya ya!

oh well, i'm working tomorrow and once work's over,
i'd have the entire weekend to myself, la familia and love.
for now, imma build a fortress of my smelly pillows before
going to bed. in the mean time, gonna blast the stereo to
rebecca black's friday! i know it's a day early but...

" it's friday, friday,
gotta get down on friday.
everybody’s lookin’ forward,
to the weekend, weekend... "

please don't let it begin, you're under my skin.

2011-07-06T22:53:00.008+08:00

i love sunsets.
in the cable car ride after work.

my heart is filled with you.

2011-07-05T22:41:00.003+08:00

i'm not a happy camper right at this very mo'.
this is so sudden and hell, i didn't expect that
it'll be this soon. so it all began when fizzy called
me the other night, saying that he received his
enlistment letter. i was still chirping and asked,

"when? when? when?"

my little fragile heart broke into tiny little pieces
when he answered, "august the second." what?! seriously?!
like a month from now?! oh, my good lord almighty!

one day, while i was just sitting and thinking
nothing, an idea struck me. my thoughts say
"why not have a hafiz's & sue's day? we shall
write a list of things that we wanna do together
before he's leaving for national service. in that way,
we can spend time together too." due to my awesome
and incredible idea, we had an extremely long list.
*winks*

hafiz and i had a very long history. we were thirteen
when we first met. if you don't know him, he seems to
be an unfriendly and arrogant dude. but once you do,
he's actually really nice, fun to talk to and sweet. that's
why i started to like him. he was also good looking too.
well, he still does now. heheh!

slowly, i had deeper feelings for him. after knowing
each other for seven months, we got together. he turned
out to be more than what i have ever asked for. to the point
that i can't believe that he's mine! for that, i thank god for
i am surrounded with awesome family, friends and
people who i truly adore.

at first, i didn't really take it seriously because i felt
'twas just a puppy love thang and it's a matter of time
till we lose interest in each other. but it didn't happen
that way. it seems like he's much more into me. the
way he treated me every time and always wanting
to spend time together. i really miss those young days!

up till today, he's the only one who can make me really
jump over the moon and at the same time, a royal pain
in my ass. i wouldn't have it any other way. we've been
through a lot. most of it were childish and naive.

we were kids, mind you! today, i'm very proud and happy
of this man whom i've been with all this while. thank you
for putting up with my nonsense throughout this seven years.

i'm in love with you, muhammad hafiz karni.

can a silly crush turn into something real?

2011-07-05T13:05:00.001+08:00

safety pins holding up the things that make you mine.

2011-07-03T16:35:00.004+08:00

i apologise for the lack of updates for i have been
a busy bumblebee lately! *buzz buzz* as to make
up for it, i have tons of photos to share. just be
patient as it may take a little bit of time for these
candies to be uploaded.

monday; double date to seoul garden with syara and dan.
after which, love and i went gift hunting for sukri boy's birthday.
met watie and the rest to pass the gift. lastly, met syara and
dan again at arab street for sheesha.

dan is practicing, tossing the pillow because he wants to be a prata seller.
see that determine face of his?

if you think this two pictures of dan is funny,
you haven't seen the rest of 'em which i choose
not to upload because i'm a great friend. *winks*
on another note, i can't wait for syara's birthday!

wednesday; after work, went bowling with colleagues
at marina square which hafez planned like weeks ago. first,
gathered and had dinner at long john silver's. 'twas a great
game and we laughed non-stop. awesome fun!

liting, watie, baby brother shadan, saifullah and hafez.

show me your teeth!

these two pretty ladies, atika and wajihah, joined but didn't play.

thursday; a day out with love to mustafa center to buy
stuffs for his basic military training at pulau tekong. took
the opportunity to shop too. dined at city square mall's
swensen's. had chili fish pasta, my number one favourite!
i'm a happy girl. :)

sunday; weekend spent with love. this time to orchard.

oh yes, that's my hair clip on his collar. :)

'nuff for now. had a hard time uploading the pictures
'cause photobucket was being a boo. *thums down*
anywhos, have an awesome week, babies!

the heart is what matters most of all.

2011-07-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

there's this boy who makes me smile no matter how bad i feel.
he knows what to say just to make my day. he's the one person
that i hate to go a day without talking to. more importantly,
he is the one boy who has my heart.

sometimes you just have to do what it takes to let it go no matter how much it hurts.

2011-06-21T21:10:00.002+08:00

took a picture of this beautiful, huge full moon the other night
while having dinner with my colleagues at vivocity's waterfront.
i love the scenery at night especially with the fireworks from
resorts world. it's really nice to sit, relax and just enjoy the view.

met shiwei in the evening after her work and sat at lot one's
roof garden. we had a heart-to-heart talk and just updating
each other how's life has been going. we always tried to squeeze
time from our busy schedule to meet each other.

i thank god each and every day as i'm surrounded with
lovely people who really love and care about me a lot,
reminding me that i'm never alone. thank you for being
a part of it. i really appreciate it.

when i reached home, momsie told me that there's a package
delivered for me. 'twas my long-awaited fitflop! i can't wait to
wear 'em slippers soon.

gonna shower and pop some medicine before heading
to dreamland. wanna turn in early today. i'm afraid i'll
be too drowsy to wake up and head to work tomorrow.
good night, darlings! shall see you in my dreams. :)

so much has suffered your heart,
how can you still be willing to stay?

green lantern.

2011-06-21T12:20:00.007+08:00

kung fu panda: the kaboom of doom, your highness, bridesmaids,
x-men: first class, the hangover 2, something borrowed, green lantern,
monte carlo, the zookeeper, transformers: dark of the moon, puss in boots,
a little bit of heaven, the twilight saga: breaking dawn part 1, cars 2,
the smurfs, mr. popper's penguins, johnny english reborn,
and many more movies i wanna catch in the theaters...

it’s okay not to be okay.

2011-06-21T11:35:00.003+08:00

rise and shine, butter-maple syrup pancakes!
at last, today's my off day after five straight days of work.
i treat myself by sleeping the entire night without setting the
alarm clock. oh well, i wanna hop my way to the bathroom
and shower. watch some some movies on my lappy while
eating breakfast. have a wonderful tuesday, g'morning!

the reason it hurts so much to separate, is because our souls are connected.

2011-06-20T23:37:00.007+08:00

if you love somebody, let them go,
for if they return, they were always yours.
and if they don’t, they never were.

and of every thing, God have created pairs.
i believe in soul mates. if it's meant to be, it'll defnutly be.

peek-a-bucky-boo.

2011-06-14T17:10:00.003+08:00

2011-06-14T16:41:00.005+08:00

received a question from formspring asking,
What YouTube video made you laugh recently?
my answer was; i laughed my ass off when boyfriend
showed me this japanese video called don't laugh.
(Don't laugh (ENG SUB)) if you love it,
watch the full episode like i did! :B

follow me on formspring and ask.
have an awesome tuesday, cupcakes!

she loved her man and loved him twice.

2011-06-07T23:11:00.001+08:00

the last goodbye.

2011-05-27T00:47:00.003+08:00

it's david cook's new single, the last goodbye.
hafiz insisted that i should watch the entire video 'cause
the ending made him laugh, so i did.

take whatever you have to take, you know i love you.

2011-05-26T22:29:00.003+08:00

baby, you might have seen what it means just to really be free.

2011-05-26T20:53:00.005+08:00

this is what love would write down in his will.

i recognize the smell of your skin like a sailor knows the sea.

2011-05-25T21:31:00.011+08:00

i'm too pooped to write an entry today.
am hitting the sheets immediately.
g'night, cuppycakes.

tell me something sweet to get me by.

2011-05-25T18:30:00.000+08:00

enjoy your youth. you’ll never be younger than you are at this moment.

2011-05-25T18:22:00.001+08:00

in the afternoon, met up with suning for starbucks.
the last time we met was in october which was her
birthday. made me realised that we only meet each
other twice a year, on each other's birthdays.

yes, she bought me a happy birthday balloon.
did a lot of catching up and played monopoly deal.
i hafta say that i got hooked by it that i wanna buy
one for myself.

we're meeting up again soon but this time around,
it's with ms siti too! should be in june since it's the
school holidays. till then, kisses and cupcakes.

you only live once.

2011-05-25T16:14:00.000+08:00

live what you love.

2011-05-24T19:28:00.004+08:00

it's been long since i last went to sentosa.
near a month? i'm looking forward to june,
that's when i'm back to work, see the happy
faces and annoying colleagues of mine.

had a morning run during the fire drill
before doing a tour with sexy nasri. after which,
dined at tastes of singapore with the rest for lunch.

it's really nice to see everyone.
dear june, please come fast!

what the heart once owned, it shall never lose.

2011-05-23T23:27:00.006+08:00

'twas fizzy's turn! i attended his graduation with his parents.
woke up at six, got ready and went to his house. saw my man on
stage and i'm so proud of him. he looked so good and handsome!
*winks* gonna let the pictures and captions do the talking.

the first thing i did was to spot his name in the booklet.

i thought he was joking when he mentioned that he wanna take his
graduation picture with his thumbs up. but look at that!

bumped into limin.

my golden boy.

my cheeky boyfriend. yes, that's fizzy's mommy.

fizzy's daddy.

he wants to pose that way.

with derrick and libing.

with shaheeran.

2011-05-23T20:23:00.003+08:00

cheesy pizza, pasta perfettor wrap and baked rice dinner at pizza hut.

2011-05-23T12:42:00.002+08:00

shaken iced passion tea lemonade and belgian waffles
on a hot sunny day at starbucks.

i'm gonna take you down to the market, lover.

2011-05-23T10:57:00.000+08:00

you put your arms around me and i'm home.

2011-05-22T23:17:00.009+08:00

i never thought that you,
would be the one to hold my heart.
but you came around and you knocked me,
off the ground from the start.

you put your arms around me,
and i believe that it's easier for you to let me go.
you put your arms me and i'm home.

how many times will you let me,
change my mind and turn around?
i can't decide if i'll let you,
save my life or if i'll drown.

i hope that you see right through my walls.
i hope that you catch me 'cause i'm already falling.
i'll never let our love get so close.
you put your arms around me and i'm home.

the world is coming down on me,
and i can't find a reason to be loved.
i never wanna leave you,
but i can't make you bleed if i'm alone.

you put your arms around me,
and i believe that it's easier for you to let me go.

i hope that you see right through my walls.
i hope that you catch me 'cause i'm already falling.
i'll never let our love get so close.
you put your arms around me and i'm home.

i tried my best to never let you in to see the truth,
and i’ve never opened up i’ve never truly loved,
‘till you put your arms around me,
and i believe that it’s easier for you to let me go.

was working on my blog, got myself fed up tryna fix
this thing and ditched it for tumblr, instead. that's the
downside of blogger. but i think i'm having a love/hate
relationship with it. on the other hand, tumblr is always
there for me.

spent my awesome saturday with love. collected
his graduation robe before going orchard for brunch
at ayam penyet ria to fill our grumbling little tummy
with some chicken. made our way to marina square
to watch beastly, after that. while walking along
clarke quay, love was singing his all-time favourite
song home by kit chan. oh, tell me about it.

sunday, wasn't that bad either. love came over
to my house and we went to mustafa centre, together
with my parents. had chicken briyani and murtabak
at victory restaurant for dinner before heading home.

oh well, i'm bringing the boy to cut his hair in the morning.
before tutoring alif. after which, meeting bff. smooches.

boy, you got my heartbeat runnin' away.

2011-05-22T01:48:00.003+08:00

don't you hear that heartbeat comin' your way?

one day when the sky is falling, i’ll be standing right next to you.

2011-05-21T23:18:00.004+08:00

at ayam penyet ria, H's stirring my soda gembira.

2011-05-16T13:37:00.001+08:00

trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken,
but you can still see the crack in that mother fucker's reflection.
- lady gaga

2011-05-12T15:04:00.001+08:00

i believe that everything happens for a reason.
people change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you appreciate them
when they're right, you believe lies so you
eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart
so better things can fall together.
- marilyn monroe

so now i see through your eyes, all that you did was love.

2011-05-11T15:04:00.002+08:00

i know i 'll never say this enough to you but,
mama, i love you.

the memory of being here with you, is one i'm gonna take my life through, 'cause some days stay gold forever.

2011-05-10T22:54:00.008+08:00

what a way to start my morning. last night, i had difficulties
trying to sleep because i was so excited for the ceremony. thankfully,
i managed to wake up as planned without getting cranky.

other than that, dad told me that he got a last minute call
from his boss saying that he had to work. so, 'twas just left
with mom, hafiz and myself.

thought of wearing the robe once i'm in the auditorium
because the weather was pretty hot and i was already
sweating but mom and H insisted that i should wear
'em since everyone's wearing theirs.

my cheeky boyfriend was in-charged for snapping
pictures. this is my cheeky pose while momsie was
searching for a safety pin to ensure that my robe
was in place on stage. love you both!

an interesting fact is that, my sequence number is 202.
yes, i was the last S for Diploma in Business Applications.
after the ceremony, 'twas our favourite session.
the reception, that is. food, food, food.

pretty momsie and little miss sue.

that's mr and miss shparkles a.k.a McGee for you.

at 4 o'clock, dad picked us up together with little brother.
went geylang for dinner and looked around for hari raya
outfits. 'twas raining heavily when we headed home.

if you'd ask me how's the feeling on stage, i have only one
word to describe it, awesome. i don't mind doing it again.
oh wait! I WANNA DO IT AGAIN!!!

we could rule the world someday, somehow but we'll never be as bright as we are now.

2011-05-10T21:07:00.000+08:00

uploading photos now. will update tonight.
stay tuned! :)

this is my moment i waited all my life, i can tell it's time.

2011-05-09T11:52:00.006+08:00

graduation ceremony is tomorrow and i'm too excited!

now we’ve got the whole stadium in love.

2011-05-08T13:42:00.009+08:00

yesterday, made my way to H's house to visit his mother
to wish her happy mother's day, which i totally forgot all
about it when i reached there. had lunch at naked fish express
at bukit panjang plaza. 'twas a very heavy lunch, i'd say.

so, H brought me to tampines retail park 'cause i never
been there before and the place is friggin' HUGE! H works
around the area so he gave me a tour around too.

firstly, went to courts as he was looking for a new hard disk
for his movies and how i met your mother episodes. as for me,
i was looking at the digital slr cameras which i've been wanting
for so long but not sure whether should i really get it. ah, fickle.

after courts, we crossed over to ikea. as you might not know,
i want to revamp my entire bedroom. i have some interesting ideas
and inspirations in my head which i hope it'll turned out good.

ikea was full with children and trolleys. oh yes,
'twas a saturday. on a lighter note, the place is huge to
accommodate everyone. personally, i prefer tampines's
ikea over alexandra's because firstly, it's huge and other
than that, they have a lot of furniture and pieces which
you can't find at alexandra. if i were to go there again,
i won't go on a weekend, definitely. lesson learnt!

throughout the walk around the showroom, H and i kept on
"if i have my own house, i want this and that. put this with that"
and on and on... until we reached the market hall. i have to say
that i was amazed when we went to the self serve furniture area.

what a huge-humongous-ginormous warehouse!
although our food from naked fish express were still digesting,
we had ikea's hot dog bun and brownies before leaving. well,
why go to ikea without eating their a dollar hot dog bun? :)
speaking of which, there was a huge queue at the counter
and people eating at the bistro, not clearing after their food.

in the late evening, trained down to city hall to meet up
with my colleagues for effran's and my birthday celebration
at marina barrage. knowing that they won't arrive just yet since
they were from work, H and i walked around marina square,
had dinner at millenia walk's coffee bean & tea leaf and
walked again at raffles city till our legs were so tired.

after much later, trained down to marina bay.
waiting for the bus seems to take forever and we
decided to cab over. this is actually the third birthday
celebration my colleagues had planned for me.

" i wanna say thank you so much for doing this for me.
i appreciate it very much. i love each and everyone of you. "

the view is always magnificent at marina barrage with the bright lights
and skyscrapers. 'twas a breezy night too. not forgetting, pretty
crowded as it's a weekend and there was an event on that day.

kasturi and nasri.

jingwen, watie and gaithri.

ibrahim, jingwen and gaithri.

shiwei, myself and jingwen.

love and i.

sukri boy and watie.

saifullah, louis, zilin and desh.
i guess zilin's trying to imitate one of the superheroes.

them again.

shiwei, myself and watie.

the birthday babies, myself and effran.
coincidentally, we both wore white and an owl necklace.

a gift from fye and effran.

zilin's and kasturi's turn.
kasturi had to leave earlier.

saifullah, wati, ibrahim and shiwei with the may babies.

i love you, sweetie!

hazwani and sukri boy.

last but not least, a group photo.

*credits to shiwei and zilin for the marina barrage pictures.*

nothing's lovelier than you.

2011-05-07T02:56:00.002+08:00

was talking over the phone with love and
took a picture with the rose that he gave me.
it's almost three in the morning. gonna get my
beauty sleep. meeting up with my colleagues
in the late evening for an awesome birthday
celebration. have a great weekend, god bless!

if you come any closer, i'm not letting you go.

2011-05-07T02:15:00.005+08:00

last night, as usual, H and i talked over the phone
before going to sleep. he told me how his day at work went,
which was pretty bad. *pity you, baby* he also mentioned that
he had to work on my birthday. although, i sounded okay with it,
i was a little upset actually. i can't be a selfish bitch and get all
angry just because he had to work.

it's not that he wants to but he had to. other than that,
he told me that he's gonna make up for it on the weekend
since he's not working. it wasn't that bad after all, i thought.
i'm turning twenty years old for goodness' sake, absolutely
not the right age to behave like a small child.

the next morning, H woke me up when he called
while on his way to work, which reminded me about
the fact that i have no plans and i'm celebrating with no
one and that's pathetic. once we hung up, i dropped
that depressing thought and went to bathe.

when i was out from the bathroom, i rushed
to my room 'cause i heard my cell ringing. 'twas H.
we were talking and i heard a knocking sound that was
coming from the phone. i assumed he was passing by a
construction site and i ignored. strangely, the knocking
doesn't stop and now, i heard 'twas coming from the
front door and i started to freak out. i told H
to hold on while i looked over the peephole.

guess, who covered the peephole?!

MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN KARNI.
he was standing infront of the door, smiling from
ear-to-ear, holding a birthday cake and singing me
a birthday song. i swear that i was over the moon.
didn't see that coming but i have to be honest that
i had this tingling feeling though. i knew it, i have
sixth sense when it comes to these things.
*evil laugh*

i miss him so much. the last time we met and hang out
was on sunday, which is four days ago. seeing him at
my door is the most awesome birthday gift ever!

H sang a birthday song again, hugged, i cut the cake,
kissed, took pictures but my face was terrible, H brought
party hats and lighter but forgotten about the candles,
hugged, ate the cake, kissed, hugged, kissed, hugged.
yeah, i don't wanna bore you with the details.

headed to orchard and had lunch at far east plaza.
after which, we began hunting for graduation outfit.
i had no clue what to wear. well, not that i don't. it's
just that i'm not sure if the blouse or skirt can be found.

we didn't spend the whole day at town 'cause i was
rushing home. dad wanted to bring la familia out
for seafood at johore. other than that, syara and dan
came over to my house and i asked 'em to wait
'till i arrive. poor dan was very hungry.

i'm really sorry to rush H when i asked him
to walk fast and he was already panting and sweating.
*sorry, baby.* 'twas catching up, eating the cake and
snapping photos with syara and dan.

thank you, you both for coming over just to send the gifts.
i'm sorry, dan. although you were hungry, you still waited.
*big, tight honey bear hug*

dear honey, i'm in love with your smile, baby!
thank you for the surprise. i love you. *huge fat kiss*

to my awesome BFF, i've live for 20 years
and you're still the best, soul sister!

sent H home before going johore for dinner. went
to our favourite place. the food is always awesome.
thank you, mom, dad and brother! love y'all!

happy 20th birthday, sue!

2011-05-06T23:04:00.005+08:00

shall update soon after i've uploaded the pictures.
thank you for the birthday wishes and presents.
wouldn't have it any other way. thank you! :)

diamonds are a girl's best friend.

2011-05-04T17:42:00.005+08:00

an advanced birthday and graduation gift from mi familia.

maybe, i don't have the blonde hair you like or maybe, i don't have eyes like the sky.

2011-05-03T23:07:00.001+08:00

hey! finally, i had the motivation to start back on blogging.
how long has it been? uhm, two years? a lot of things had happened!
good, bad, crazy, amazing, sad and the list goes on and on and on...

as for now, everything's great. alhamdulillah.
love, life, family, friends and myself.
to top it off, i'm on a break, yeah!

on a happy note, congratulations to ME upon my graduation,
a moment which i had always been looking forward to
for the entire three years in polytechnic, i must say.

i'm so excited that i'm all set for the ceremony! bought my
graduation robe last month. mom and dad are attending
the ceremony. not forgetting, H too!

oh, it's already the month of may which also means
that it's my birthday and i'm getting old. turning huge 2-0!!

yes, check me out on this page, alright?
till then, everybody! cuddles and toodles, g'night!